laws of nature

As i was walking to my workplace this morning , plenty things hovered around my mind. All based on one notion "laws of nature". People were quite in a haste! Different sorts of people with different stories. Some young children with their school-bags running to catch the school bus. Some elder ones trying to persuade their children buying some stuffs from the nearby store. Some rush on people to reach the workplace. I could read them thinking .. indeed , all thoughts like me hovering in each and every of their minds. Family concerns , workplace issues , business concerns , love affairs. I wonder what those school children thought .. perhaps , meeting friends at school and sharing last night's movie , cartoon shows, or the time they spent with their homeworks.

I was concentrating on the roads , and when suddenly something banged my head! oh , it was an idea. A weird thought! I looked above on the sky and saw some birds flying , as though seeing me .. teasing me .. and shouting " YOU JERK ! DONT YOU HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO THINK " . i smiled .. comeon , you know me .. if you dont .. better dont come closer pretending .. ;) I was thinking what those birds were to do for today . Follow their routinely business , feeding their young ones , finding nests , finding something to feed upon . Indeed , everybody , every living creatures think different. And a "bhusiya kukur" (a non-pet dog) , feeling so neglected on the road was NO MISS from my thoughts. Poor her.. Poor bitch. And all she could do was run away from people avoiding her. Well , this is nature .. elf .. dont ever think of changing it .. dont ever think of making a difference.

I didnt know , no point in time , i reached the front-gate of my workplace. I realised , i had been thinking too much , so i decided to jot this down. The funny thing is , all those time , on the stroll ( apparently with no aim ) ..i had been thinking .. if there was a MATCH on my thoughts with anybody else. Somebody , if i stared at him/her would reply back to me with a smile and say in his/her mind .. " i can hear you , you sicko " :) SHOOT ME.

for you!

hey you !
dont dream
dreamers are always lonely

hey you !
dont cry
criers are only fools

hey you !
dont think
thinkers are always wrong

hey you !
feel it
if u feel it , i say no more.

nostril shots !

i think this says it all .

a boozy evening!

It all started with the gentleman's talk

then ..

Long Island

Ingredients
Stolichnaya Red Vodka
White Rum
Gin
Tequila
De Kuyper Triple Sec
Coke
Caster Sugar
Lemon Juice

Shake all the ingredients except the coke with ice and strain into a highball. Then pour the coke on the top.

and .........

The Brain Haemorrhage

Ingredients
Strawberry schnapps
Grenadine
Bailey's Irish Cream Liqueur
Method
Pour 3/4 of an ounce of chilled strawberry schnapps into a glass
Plop in a dash of Grenadine
Carefully add some chilled Bailey's to the mix
Stand back and watch what happens.

and was that over, NOPE ! some nostril shots ( my first time ) and *censored* shooters/cocktails still on the way.

FINALLY,
ended up with a ~!#$%#^#$&#~ :)

i m not a pessimist

i m not a pessimist - elf

the day you fled
the day you let me live
meant something i didnt understand
and now i realise
i have been eluding myself
all this time and again
i believed you were the only ONE
dont know if patience is losing my grip
or am i having a flip i cant resist any longer
certainly , one thing i am not subject to change
you are no more with me
you were never mine
and i was a fool to act as if

i got more powers now , i got more strength
its certainly your LOVE that has led me believe
we are not made for each other, we never were
and my belief has got even stronger now
i m all alone with no vow
thats the real me , when i realise that
again the journey begins, a grace i have to meet
i know i will never ever think again
i will feel it from my heart.
cos i realise i m never a good lover
but always a good friend
and i remain an optimist always!

PS: bravo! i finished it at last, it has been 3 days i was adding up lines. DAMN! the outcome is so pathetic. Please tolerate or forget it. i think i m fucked upon by this word called "LOVE" , have been thinking too much. I vow not to think again. :)

Parliament Restored!

A great advent!

The KING addressed to the nation few minutes before. He showed his affection to the people who were there on the streets , and that was the major amendment he made to his speech than last time. The parliament was reinstated and i believe its the major advent to the history of NEPALESE politics. Being very optimistic , i have few things in mind.

Its not what we were fighting for. Its just the beginning. The beginning to a BETTER MAINSTREAM politics in NEPAL. The beginning to debate around and coming up with solution that is extremely accepted by all .

The parliament now decides for the Constitutional Assembly. The parliament now thinks of letting Maoists come into mainstream politics. And people will choose the leaders. Now , its to see if the people really thought alike on the roads. Its to see now , if we all are really deeply concerned about mainstream politics in NEPAL for the better future. Its to see , if we can really meet the challenges that come ahead of us now . And its the real protest ( mind protest ) we have to be in now. Between idealogies, between theologies . Lets see if we can really meet upto the expectations we all were in.

FATE of my NATION

A small analysis on the present political crisis:

I believe its time to seek for possibilities : Lets analyse things from different perspectives , and seek for the solution.

I have seen some people agreein' to the KING's address to the nation on 21st April 2006. They suppose , SPA should come up with an unanimous leader and further call for a constitutional assembly, call maoists for political mainstream, and let KING be there, as a constitutional monarch. Of course , the assembly to be called upon should contain learned people and not politicians or the autocrat himself.

post-analysis

well , let me take you to the address the king made . DID he anyhow , anytime mention "constitutional assembly", which proves to be the most important resolution of the issue. What about the resolution for maoist insurgency . The people risking their lives on this "andolan" was not even praised or commented. Certainly , it counts that People are not satisfied with the KING's Speech , at least , not upto their expectations and there they are in the road again. I dont know if its deceptive though. [ I believe it is , but i can't simply foretell if it is for sure]. Well , so far the mobile phones that have been cut off after his address to the nation, i m pretty sure that proves it. He doesnt want democracy for the people . All he wants is absolute power.

The times are changin' and only time will tell , what happens to the KING. Will he able to address the nation and people with all their notions put forward and remain a monarch, and kill off absolute power. OR, is there any alternative he's bound to spell/act , i mean run away.

As a Citizen of this country , i would expect a democratic NEPAL with most of the issues focussed at these times , when everyone is really concerned. And as i ever mention , i wait for my FATE.

Its always like that!

SO WHAT ? I WALK ON COS I KNOW ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS.

JADED!

Its your jail. your mind! You are jaded, buddy. You are jaded to believe whats correct. You are confused. WTF ??? do u think you're coming out anyway. Let me explain , you're not. not ever. The state of mind you are at , the moments of bliss you pretend , the realisation that you fail to accept. You're doomed. NUISANCE! RUBBISH! GIBBERISH! thats all you can think of right now. who cares anyway what you think. Whats all the chaos about? Can u just make it credible that your opinions do count anyway. You're pretty screwed now. You can't help yourself : what on earth makes you think you can help. All you wait is your FATE, and hope it resurrects with great destiny. DAMN YOU! you are just a fool to think so . If you cant follow your instincts , better not follow others. If you cant make your fate yourself , better not expect. If u really think, reality bites .. let me enlighten you , it sucks/stinks as well for you. You're still someone who thinks you got no identity, no mark. You are a chump for others. You're being played at. I see no goodness in you. WAIT , do u think it matters to me. FoRgEt it BUDDY , it makes no difference to me anyway. GROW UP!!!

I have a small suggestion for you: " DONT TRY and ACT , BETTER ACT and TRY ". You know who you are , so i am not humilating yourself infront of others. And i m your NATION speaking.

FCUK YOU!

sinning might it seem to you
tempting might it seem to me
daunting might it seem to feel
picky might it seem to be read
FCUK YOU, my favorite words.
oops , its a spelling mistake.