who cares - ii

First Part!

There i saw her again today!

The same desperation. The same helplessness. The same scene: she took out the cigarette, started puffing, and this time luckily i had mine. And i felt like not going close to her even , since i thought : let her solve her problem by herself ...

And This time , things were a bit different . She called me and said : HELLO ! i turned back , smiled .. went closer and turned back the acknowledgment.

She: "How are u doing today ?"
ME: 'Pretty fine! How abt you ?'

"Oh yes! me too"
'Good'
"Do u remember me ? Last time i was at the same place, and we smoked together?"
' Ah! yes , i couldnt forget that , i blogged on that! '
"Really?"
'oh yes. really!!!'
"Thats sweet! btw, why do you always come here?"
'If i ask you the same, what would you say'
"Hmmm.. i am here for some peace of mind"
'me too'
"as simple as that ? "
'yes pretty simple.. i love to be in solitude'
"and why is that so ? "
'Just so, i dont have to be in tragedy to be loving solitude :)'
[both chuckles]
"in fact, i have my problems! i have had a bad relationship"
'Oh, thats sad! but , you try and overcome that! i aint asking how , when , where and stuffs abt your relationship .. and thank god ! i am not into one'
[chuckles again]
"dont u feel like having one?"
'well , frankly speaking .. not right now! i learnt some things not work the way you think of. If there is this -everything go right- timeline , i would certainly want to.. and not now'
"hmm . so you mean , you know things are always not perfect. does that mean , you ever had a relationship"
'i thought i had , i didnt. i still think i have, but i dont'
"what on earth is that!!!"
'i mean - i reclaimed before plunging into a relationship.'
"why would anyone do that ?"
'i didnt want to impose some obligations on the other one. Everyone is free to decide, and i was well aware of the days comin' ahead. Anyways, what i did , to me , is correct so far'
"If you feel so, i say nothing more"
'Thanks! and i am not unhappy about that. Infact i am happy that i took a wise decision. for me , what has in store will be . no worries'
"Great for you! in fact , i wouldnt want to advise you on relationship when i am having bad times myself"
'LOL .. yeah! and seriously , i wouldnt ask you how your relationship is ... just good luck and solve it'
"Thanks! "
'You're welcome! Ohhh SHIT !!! i gotta go, i got my paper reviews to be done and i have been such a lazy bone these days: got it due tomorrow'
"Oh sure! nice meetin' you"
'same here'
" And by the way , do u know : Witherspoon , Britney are breaking up with their hubbies??? "
' WHO CARES! ' [ *grins* ;)]
" hahahaha , OK . see ya "
' see ya if ever i strike a trauma again ;) '

[SHE VANISHES and ELF STOPS HIS BLOG].